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ATTENTION CALEB E. G.

I know you have been reading my livejournal.
Seriously, what do you want from me?
Do you think you are cool telling mom and dad everything I did?
Do you still think you are "protecting" your little brother? 
Will you still think that when you drive me away?
When I refuse to visit the family 'cos you ruined everything for me?
Caleb, I do not get you, seriously.  WHY do you do this to me? I want to be close to you, I want to be close to Heather, I want to be close to mom and dad, but I really do not feel like part of the family. And it is because of things like this. If I still wanted to be close to anyone I could not, how would I know you were not  still telling everyone what I told you? You're giving me major issues with trusting AND loving people.
I have never really been suicidal, but the thought of you putting me through this makes me want to throw myself off a cliff
Please
I dunno which fake livejournal friend you are, but I am calling you out. You don't have to confront me personally, leave a comment, send me an email, write me a note and leave it on my bed, whatever you want to do, but tell me, what are you trying to accomplish by stalking me? 'Cos honestly, I do not know.
But trust me, it is not leading to anything good, for me, or the family, 
No matter how good of work you think you are doing. 

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